US

Us... Today there is no us. Yesterday there was no us. I wish things could be different because I believed in us.

My trip to California was an eye opener. I wanted things to be fun and exciting for us but, with only one person participating in the relationship things just would not work out. I wish we could have talked and ended our relationship like mature adults but, you feel like you just can't talk to me. I know your not a bad person and you need to know that I'm not a bad person. Life just happens and we are not to be together in it. Our levels are so so different and the thing to do is to come up and try and grow together. I know you love me and I know you love me as a friend. I can respect that. I appreciate that. I just want you to know that I want the best for you and I will always love you because you were my first LOVE. I also know that with Christ all things are possible and I know that you will grow into the righteous and forthright man we all pray for you to be. Never give up love and hope. Know that I will always look at you as a beautiful human being and I will always pray for you and yours. God Bless you and Goodbye for now!

Your First Love!
Angie