Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Scrappin Fun!!!!

Ok! I'm back... from the first annual Sistahs Retreat in Atlanta, GA. I totally enjoyed myself. I learned so much. I've met so many people. I love it. On my journey I made my way over to Ta-Nisha's house in NC. It was absolutely beautiful. I couldn't ask for anything better. I loved the drive and I loved the house. I can't wait to go back and visit. P.S. It was a total surprise to her that I even came. So that made it even more joyful.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Arrived here in NC to see Ne-Ne... I've had a good time. She has been a good host. I would come back and spend more time. We took some pics and talked and talked and talked.... We went to Fat Daddy's and it looked just like Flaky Jakes. I loved it! I called Teefah and told her about it. I was like girl you won't believe it. She was so excited. I was too. We went to Walmart. Then, we seen Buggy. It was funny to see him after all of these years. I didn't reconized him. I asked him " do you know me?" and he was like "where are you from?" I was like Oh MY! How are you? Ne-Ne came over and got us to exchange numbers and then we talked a bit more then Ne-Ne and I rushed back to her place to see Greys Anatomy. I had to tell her about our history... It's crazy how people be coming back... Will until later. Me!

Monday, October 16, 2006

Your Heart!

Well, the other day I went out with you and had a Ball!!! I would love to do it again. I can't believe at the end of the night you decided to tell me that you have eyes for me. I can't believe that you've had eyes for me for a long time. I was taken back because you never showed me any inkling. When you came over on Friday the 13th... it was interesting that you really meant what you said. I so want to believe you. The Kisses wanted to lead me to believe you but, I just struggle within myself to enjoy your presence. I want it but, I know you need to handle your business to be with or around me. I can't be that other women. I've came to far to be her! I can't be your secret Lover! I deserve more! I need you to be done in your relationship before you began anything with me! I have to stay strong and steadfast with those thoughts so we can have some long lasting friendship and relatioship. I know I try to make good choices and I know I'm not perfect but, I need to do the things that I believe right so that I can enjoy every moment of it and not question you, me nor our relationship.
Well, Two days and I'm going to take a trip to NC and see Ta-Nisha. I'm so bad because I didn't tell her that I was going to Atlanta but, then I want to slip and tell her. I'm too funny. I wouldn't admit that I was going but, I'm sure she caught it. She doesn't know that I'm going to be in NC... She going to be so so so so surprised! I like Mitch! I don't know him in an intimate way and the way he kissed me it was just right. I pray and pray that this is no joke. I don't have time for playing games. I'm confident and I don't want any drama! I want truth! Love and respect.